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Not Even Once

by PROMISE BREAKER

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1.
taste what it was smoke from the gun all that you love collapsed into one take, break, nothing can help you run from yourself cut, paste, not even once did it cross your mind why can’t i just unwind? sprinting through trees while blind shake, bake, and wake it up  but leave it where it was in my mind I’m trying to make sense of this but every time i try to think  I’m blinded by this anxiousness i’m mortified fake what you are and try to raise the bar leave in a rush for things that could starve take, break, nothing can help you run from yourself cut, paste, not even once could you pull the plug now you’re doomed
2.
Burnbrain 00:58
burn your brain down cut their faces with the hate you found in town so look around i know it’s there you can feel it push it into me like a  needle so profound dig into the ground its so amusing  how this feels like home  now i am inside burn my brain down cut my faces with the hate i found in town so look around i know you’re there i can feel it push it into me and just let me melt on down i’m still here so fuck you and you it’s true it takes  the pain burn my brain
3.
every day I’m just another one they push around i just get nothing right maybe if i melt i can just slip away live another life at night but i can’t, I’m just a loser and an abuser i guess i’ll accept it when I’m dead another has been, listening walls thin you’ll always hate me it's undeniable and when i look in the mirror i don’t see anything at all i push myself away and away fucking show no shame  why am i the one that always has to burn it down thoughts inside i just can’t fight i know that you're listening and glistening  rip you apart i just might fallacy;  well first they'll cut you, and they'll gut you your mind plays tricks on you just for the stampede surroundings turn blue, then run right through you you start to lose it right when you bleed I’m just a loser and an abuser i guess i’ll accept it when I’m dead another has been, listening walls thin you’ll always hate me so just admit that i win
4.
fascinating colors run through my  visions culminate absolution twisting my thoughts to creatures that i hate masturbate pound me into the ground drag me right through the town until i break fascinating colors run through my visions culminate mother tells me i should stop but  i know its too late i wonder what they think now
5.
Often 01:47
today i'll start to walk across a certain empty space, i'm out of phase, prison and death reads the checklist (for me) darkness living through voids that end it all and now hallucinations are surreal necrotic convulsions limbs become awake repulsive excitement their corpses reanimate automatic dead hypnotic living rotting today i'll start to walk across a certain empty space, i'm out of phase, prison and death reads the checklist and now hallucinations are surreal I’m alive but in time they’ll just want me to die often times i’m convinced that I’ve already died
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Obsolete 02:15
take them away from their homes this is the way of your covenant teeth cut through skin to the bone obey or their brains become vacant remind them eat, or delete taste the treat twist the meat obsolete live within the zone you are not your own take them away from their homes this is the way of your covenant teeth cut through skin to the bone obey or their brains become vacant why are you listening  nothing makes sense to me just rip my brain to see your brain can’t be what it should be so throw out your thoughts and let them give you all you would need because who needs a brain to think  thinking is as thinking does so are you listening? its all so agonizing  living a life controlled by substance is not what life should be you're obsolete
8.
triggered flashing memories are making me identify with the feeling of my own self loathing in my mind needles are the liberation from the thoughts i can’t repress nothings worse than knowing you were never shit slowly drowning in my own self loathing i just need to subside release, release somebody help me please
9.
MINE 01:22
tell me again why the sky is still moving when i look at you my eyes tell me that i am asleep i weep this empty space I’m still walking and talking the limbs are awake but I’m drowning and  my mouth is shut up it comes and goes like ghouls and ghosts and summer in the wind it’s mine it’s mine it’s divine with lips that taste like wine talking to people that i want to know i’m a slut for attention but i know that its time go so go tell me you love me because i need to know you're the one that can show me and I’m just the one that will choke and you know your body drips from head to toe with organs now exposed you’re mine you’re mine you’re divine with lips that taste like wine and you’ll never know why i’m in love with the fact that you hate how i act but the time has come to die so DIE DIE DIE
10.
Wide Awake 02:43
why was i given life if I’m searching for ways to die tell my wife, hear her cry switching brains with the ones that have lied I’m wide awake inside you you’re mine to take mind you
11.
Meat 01:14
juicy sensation inside the congregation quincy is questioned a new collection of the chemical in mind it’s so amusing this is my new obsession collapse, coalesce my tongue is twisted meat i am sensation obtain the congregation take, break, but please don’t wake i am your mind's tycoon it’s so amusing you are my new obsession refrain, squirm in pain cause your tongue is twisted meat creeping while you’re sleeping, i’m there under your bed your head is where i’ll put my fucking lead malice, emphatic, unending life of dread i’ll cut you up and feed you to the dead
12.
man foot murder face concrete splatter talk into the wind  like the very last memory chemicals keep pumping and wait for the end glimmer of a splatter like the screaming doesn’t matter you are fragile when tampered with deadly with a smile make it last  for a while like the horror you know is true murder you
13.
The Doctor 01:28
now flatline on the bed i’m afraid I’ve got bad news your life is mine and nothing can pursuade me i’ve crucified your face and mind you'll always be forever dead i think that you should trust me i said always be forever dead i think that you should love me instead forever dead ignorant life alone vacant brain now i go alive not even once

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released June 26, 2017

recorded by promise breaker
mixed and mastered by tyler beam
artwork by promise breaker

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