Not Even Once

by PROMISE BREAKER

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released June 26, 2017

recorded by promise breaker
mixed and mastered by tyler beam

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Track Name: Not Even Once
taste what it was
smoke from the gun
all that you love
collapsed into one
take, break, nothing can help you
run from yourself
cut, paste, not even once
did it cross your mind

why can’t i just unwind?
sprinting through trees while blind
shake, bake, and wake it up 
but leave it where it was in my mind
I’m trying to make sense of this
but every time i try to think 
I’m blinded by this anxiousness
i’m mortified

fake what you are and
try to raise the bar
leave in a rush
for things that could starve
take, break, nothing can help you
run from yourself
cut, paste, not even once could
you pull the plug

now you’re doomed
Track Name: Burnbrain
burn your brain down
cut their faces with the hate you found in town
so look around
i know it’s there you can feel it
push it into me like a 
needle so profound
dig into the ground
its so amusing 
how this feels like home 
now
i
am
inside
burn my brain down
cut my faces with the hate i found in town
so look around
i know you’re there i can feel it
push it into me and just
let me melt on down
i’m still here so fuck you
and you
it’s true
it takes 
the pain
burn my brain
Track Name: The One Where I Look at You ft. Ryan Santos
every day I’m just another one they push around
i just get nothing right
maybe if i melt i can just slip away
live another life at night

but i can’t, I’m just a loser and an abuser
i guess i’ll accept it when I’m dead
another has been, listening walls thin
you’ll always hate me it's undeniable

and when i look in the mirror
i don’t see anything at all
i push myself away and away
fucking show no shame 

why am i the one that always has to burn it down
thoughts inside i just can’t fight
i know that you're listening and glistening 
rip you apart i just might

fallacy; 
well first they'll cut you, and they'll gut you
your mind plays tricks on you just for the stampede
surroundings turn blue, then run right through you
you start to lose it right when you bleed

I’m just a loser and an abuser
i guess i’ll accept it when I’m dead
another has been, listening walls thin
you’ll always hate me so just admit that i win
Track Name: Twisting My Thoughts
fascinating colors run through my 
visions culminate
absolution twisting my thoughts to
creatures that i hate

masturbate

pound me into the ground
drag me right through the town
until i break

fascinating colors run through my
visions culminate
mother tells me i should stop but 
i know its too late

i wonder what they think now
Track Name: Often
today i'll start to walk across a certain empty space, i'm out of phase, prison and death reads the checklist (for me)
darkness living through voids that end it all
and now hallucinations are surreal

necrotic convulsions
limbs become awake
repulsive excitement
their corpses reanimate

automatic dead hypnotic
living rotting

today i'll start to walk across a certain empty space, i'm out of phase, prison and death reads the checklist
and now hallucinations are surreal

I’m alive but in time they’ll just want me to die
often times i’m convinced that I’ve already died
Track Name: Obsolete
take them away from their homes
this is the way of your covenant
teeth cut through skin to the bone
obey or their brains become vacant

remind them

eat, or delete
taste the treat
twist the meat
obsolete

live within the zone
you are not your own

take them away from their homes
this is the way of your covenant
teeth cut through skin to the bone
obey or their brains become vacant

why are you listening 
nothing makes sense to me just rip my brain to see
your brain can’t be what it should be
so throw out your thoughts and let them give you all you would need
because who needs a brain to think 
thinking is as thinking does
so are you listening? its all so agonizing 
living a life controlled by substance is not what life should be

you're obsolete
Track Name: (alone)(together) ft. Jeremy Jones
triggered flashing memories are making me identify
with the feeling of my own self loathing in my mind
needles are the liberation from the thoughts i can’t repress
nothings worse than knowing you were never shit

slowly drowning in my own self loathing
i just need to subside
release, release
somebody help me please
Track Name: MINE
tell me again why the sky is still moving
when i look at you my eyes tell me that i am asleep
i weep
this empty space I’m still walking and talking
the limbs are awake but I’m drowning and 
my mouth is shut up

it comes and goes like ghouls and ghosts
and summer in the wind
it’s mine it’s mine it’s divine
with lips that taste like wine

talking to people that i want to know
i’m a slut for attention but i know that its time go
so go
tell me you love me because i need to know
you're the one that can show me and I’m just the one that will choke
and you know

your body drips from head to toe
with organs now exposed
you’re mine you’re mine you’re divine
with lips that taste like wine

and you’ll never know why
i’m in love with the fact that you hate how i act
but the time has come to die
so DIE DIE DIE
Track Name: Wide Awake
why was i given life
if I’m searching for ways to die
tell my wife, hear her cry
switching brains with the ones that have lied

I’m wide awake inside you
you’re mine to take mind you
Track Name: Meat
juicy sensation
inside the congregation
quincy is questioned
a new collection of the chemical in mind

it’s so amusing
this is my new obsession
collapse, coalesce
my tongue is twisted meat

i am sensation
obtain the congregation
take, break, but please don’t wake
i am your mind's tycoon

it’s so amusing
you are my new obsession
refrain, squirm in pain
cause your tongue is twisted meat

creeping while you’re sleeping, i’m there under your bed
your head is where i’ll put my fucking lead
malice, emphatic, unending life of dread
i’ll cut you up and feed you to the dead
Track Name: Man|Foot|Murder
man foot murder
face concrete splatter

talk into the wind 
like the very last memory
chemicals keep pumping
and wait for the end
glimmer of a splatter
like the screaming doesn’t matter
you are fragile when tampered with
deadly with a smile
make it last  for a while
like the horror you know is true

murder you
Track Name: The Doctor
now flatline on the bed
i’m afraid I’ve got bad news
your life is mine and nothing can pursuade me
i’ve crucified your face and mind
you'll always be forever dead

i think that you should trust me
i said
always be forever dead
i think that you should love me
instead
forever dead

ignorant life alone
vacant brain now i go

alive not even once